I’m doing a queue for the next week since I’ll be without internet.
I apologise in advance for a crazy emotionally overloaded Evangelion queue that will last several days.
Actually, I’m not sorry. Evangelion is THE BEAST.
[if it annoys you, just add “evangelion” tag to your black list for a while]
it’s very frustrating being a girl and trying to flirt with other girls like. you tell them, ur cute. ‘Aw thank you’ no. no i’m being gay with you. homo intended. damn it
I wish I had a scanner right now. I made a good looking Black Lady sketch which I want to recreate as a digital painting but it’s difficult like this. :(
Tho once I get a chance to scan it, I’ll show it to ya guys! :D
Change is hard. No matter how many times it happens, we believe we’ve mastered the art of change, but it is still hard every time. We get so used to things functioning in a particular way, and changing that becomes terrifying. So we will spend (waste) time, beating around the bush, focusing the energy on the short term problems instead of focusing on shifting the major points in our life.
And you get scared. It’s not that I am scared of change, it’s the lack of confidence that kills it for me.
So even though summer time is here, I didn’t really notice, because I am studying German every day, searching and designing for contests (which will hopefully pay off at one point). At the same time I’m doing research for animating and practising styles. I should also start sending some of those emails for internships.
I feel like I’m missing out from the community which I find so appealing and that mostly has to do with my personal lack of action. Proper action, proper projects and proper research.
Last of self-confidence is the reason why I am scared, but on the other hand I do have a plan and it is executable, I just need to stick with it.